and i don't want the whole world to see me
'cos i don't think that they'd understand
when everything's made to be broken
i just want you to know who i am.
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
worn out, i'm totally worn out. i'm draggin my feet to my everyday. i'm tired of fitting into roles that i don't wanna play. i'm shagged, i'm weary; and everything else has lost its significance. leave me out of those sticky webs, i don't wanna be entangled into all these kinda craps. leave me alone to do what i wanna, i'm tired of even having to give an explanation. what's the reason for my existence? i don't know anymore; i'm so tired of going on with all these daily chores. i hate all those misunderstandings people have of me, i don't wish to delude myself into believing that i don't bother. cos it does gets to me; all those comments that are arrowed at me. i'm lethargic, i don't know where i am heading anymore. this feeling deep within sucks. everything comes crashing down once again, where's my euphoria? where's my utopia? gone, like the glimpse of the shooting star. and all i am are the dust particles left behind.