and i don't want the whole world to see me
'cos i don't think that they'd understand
when everything's made to be broken
i just want you to know who i am.
Saturday, April 01, 2006
at a point in time, we have at one way or another, taken things for granted. to weep and live in regrets thereafter, and to be trapped in those memories; that's the aftermath of me been indecisive.
i couldn't bring myself to face the truth, don't wanna be trapped in a dilemma. hence i deluded and evaded, only to trip and fall endlessly.
sometimes i really can't fathom my thoughts, and honestly, i'm taxed out. a million and one thoughts are running the mill, and i'm spun outta control. what's the word to use here now? Confused? Probably very much so. I feel so loaded and burdened, the feeling is so overwhelming. -sighs.
i don't wanna lie to myself anymore, i know it's still hurting inside; at the same time, i'm smiling with tears in my eyes. sincerely glad that you're so blissfully in love, but on the other hand, there's a stinging pain in my heart.
how annoying matters of the heart can be. they say time heals all wounds, it's been such a long time, why does it still feels so fresh. geez.
kiddo oh kiddo, you never fail to screw up your damn life. -sighs.