Saturday, October 28, 2006
i know i'm just a stupid fool,
who keeps stabbing onto the old wounds.
>22:11
Thursday, October 19, 2006
it's really ironical,
how i always end up in the same situation;
i've always said i want out,
and then i get back to the starting point.
over and over,
again and again.
i'm running out of energy,
can i just say i don't care no more,
and seriously mean it?
*sighs.
baby i swear it's deja vu.
>02:34
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
had a chat with a certain ms epal,
and as much as i hate to admit this;
i think i would now..
I FUCKIN MISS SHATEC,
or rather my life in it.
it's really ironical,
how you detest a place when you're there,
and you try ways and means to not even appear.
when i was still schooling,
i used to skip school alot.
it was either that,
or i would just sleep through lectures.
suprisingly,
i always did well for my exams.
and i guess this is the part where
people you hang with plays the biggest roles.
the studious/kiasu peeps i hung with,
were top students in my class/course.
they were either nagging at me,
or whacking the hell out of me when i fell asleep.
these are the people who taught me alot,
more than SHATEC ever did.
and how could i forget attachment days
at the various school outlets?
played the fool with the rest of the classmates,
became part of the 'rosette bros',
bonded with everyone else,
and made friends with peeps from different courses.
what fond memories SHATEC provided me.
and yes,
it was all good.
every part of it,
bitter, sweet, sour, everything else.
seriously,
and dammit..
i miss the place so much.
it's times like these i wish i could turn back time.
>05:38
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
it's crystal clear,
it's a blur.
it's ironical,
i'm entangled.
i laugh at my foolishness.
>05:26
Egomanic.
THE MINORS | jawk | contradicts | misunderstood
ADDICTS | the gf | retail therapy |
AGONY | over-used | entrapment | deceiption |
let's stop running;
and start believing.
Shopaholic.
+ formal tops
+ polo tees of diff colors. :D
+ fix ipod mini.
+ w910i
+ sony vaio lap-top
Chimera.
+ license
+ leisure trip *(akan datang!)
+ aussie trip
+ my band. (: