Wednesday, April 11, 2007
sometimes i wonder,
am i really such an idiot?
why do i always make mistakes,
and then live in regrets.
i'm fuckin pissed with myself by the way.
a month back,
everything in my life started going haywire.
work suck.
and..
everything else.
everyone was so engrossed in doing their own thing,
everything else was neglected.
and finally,
everyone is trying hard now,
trying to give everything their best shot.
i'm left out..
and once again it's decision time.
heavy heavy heart,
when are you ever gonna leave me alone.
*sighs.
why am i always forced to let go.
let go of this,
let go of that.
sometimes i just wanna give it all up,
like there's no use in struggling so hard;
you just gonna lose everything in the end,
why not just like everything slip away,
and eventually i can slip away too.
(:
and i'm such a fucking stupid fool.
>13:17
Egomanic.
THE MINORS | jawk | contradicts | misunderstood
ADDICTS | the gf | retail therapy |
AGONY | over-used | entrapment | deceiption |
let's stop running;
and start believing.
Shopaholic.
+ formal tops
+ polo tees of diff colors. :D
+ fix ipod mini.
+ w910i
+ sony vaio lap-top
Chimera.
+ license
+ leisure trip *(akan datang!)
+ aussie trip
+ my band. (: